2Here's the book. I feel much shame for having been, so long, a lady's debtor, and were I known to her, I'd put her name on an apologizing sort of letter, and say—
To Mrs.
Gent
Dear Madam,
I exceedingly desire to make amends for all the
trouble you have had, by my egregious keeping of your "Aughts and Ends" and
really blush to think, that nothing is within my power by way of
recompense.
I know not what to do; but (as it's his first duty who offends, to own offence), with great contrition I confess my error, and wish to hope, yet almost fear to crave, your kind forgiveness. I should live in terror of meeting you without it, and perhaps have, if you bestow'd it, the good chance of seeing you, at some time to orally atone in some degree my misdemeanour—being
William Behnes Esq.